A Little Bummed

Today i'm a little bummed. Oh wait, it's Wednesday, no wonder! I swear pregnancy equals bummed... for me anyway. I spend my day trying to figure out how to do the laundry and pick up toys and carry in groceries all without that pinch in my back turning lethal. Every once in a while i will pick something up and that pain in my belly causes me to drop it. even if it's one of my kids. then my spine twists another twist, like a wash cloth being wrung out. and just when you think you've twisted the thing as much as you can, another twist sends me reeling. Maybe having a cold is making me even sadder. If anyone read this blog i would feel bad for whining but since it's just for me, I'm gonna bitch my heart out. MY BACK HURTS, not to mention my front. add the fact that i can't talk without coughing and you've got a picture of my life lately. Honestly i am just an inch away from crying all the time. I feel like i'm spending my day trying to keep it in . Probably i'd just let it out, but i don't want to scare my kids. And if i cry all of the time, then crying at important times loses credibility. Anyway, optimism has never been a strong suit of mine. I hope my kids grow up more well rounded than i am. emotionally anyway. So that's my pregnant (29 weeks) grumpy tirade, i hope you, nonexistent reader, have enjoyed it.